[Fairly innocent fantasizing, but her brain wasn't devoid of those thoughts, at least.]
Wellll....
[She hums a little in consideration, sitting back slightly. As nice as it was to hold him right now, it made clearer thinking a little difficult, and she knew he wanted a clearheaded answer.]
I like touching you, kissing you, holding you.... A lot. [She smiles warmly.] You're the only one I want to be intimate with. But you're also the only one I've ever really... thought about being intimate with, you know?
[It didn't take growing up together for someone to know Estelle was inexperienced when it came to thinking about romance, let alone acting on those feelings. Maybe it was the early loss of her mother and her prime example in that regard, maybe it was because she'd already had Joshua by her side, but while other girls started talking about boys, Estelle talked about training, sneakers and fishing. Her life had felt perfectly complete without all of that for a long time.]
I know what to do-- [Schera made sure of that.] But I'm not sure how it's supposed to uh... get there? So I've just been doing what feels good when we're like this. And if it leads to more, well... I know what I want, and that's you. All of you, in every way. [She's still blushing, but there's no hesitation about her statement at all. She wasn't going to suggest they do that right now, but if things ever led that direction.... well, there's Joshua's answer.]
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Wellll....
[She hums a little in consideration, sitting back slightly. As nice as it was to hold him right now, it made clearer thinking a little difficult, and she knew he wanted a clearheaded answer.]
I like touching you, kissing you, holding you.... A lot. [She smiles warmly.] You're the only one I want to be intimate with. But you're also the only one I've ever really... thought about being intimate with, you know?
[It didn't take growing up together for someone to know Estelle was inexperienced when it came to thinking about romance, let alone acting on those feelings. Maybe it was the early loss of her mother and her prime example in that regard, maybe it was because she'd already had Joshua by her side, but while other girls started talking about boys, Estelle talked about training, sneakers and fishing. Her life had felt perfectly complete without all of that for a long time.]
I know what to do-- [Schera made sure of that.] But I'm not sure how it's supposed to uh... get there? So I've just been doing what feels good when we're like this. And if it leads to more, well... I know what I want, and that's you. All of you, in every way. [She's still blushing, but there's no hesitation about her statement at all. She wasn't going to suggest they do that right now, but if things ever led that direction.... well, there's Joshua's answer.]